When you desire to be used redemptively for the gospel its amazing the places that God brings you to and the people that he puts in your path. The thesis of my life has become; God I want to join you in the renewal of all things and yesterday I had the chance to do just that. A close friend of mine has really been developing deep relationships with the homeless people in Ocala, and yesterday he was going to take one of these guys to Deland to see his father and get his grandfathers ring. And in God’s providence my friend and I crossed path’s right, as they were about to leave. So I get into my friends car to head to Deland and the homeless man has a gigantic pit bull sitting in the back seat, needless to say the pit bull was not a happy camper that I was sitting next to him, and I am not so sure I wanted to ride in the back seat with Big Red either (dog’s nickname, the dog’s actual name was Rudolf). So anyway we start to head on our way. At this point I thought we just going to the other side of town, I had no idea it was going to be a 5 hour trip all over central Florida. But oh well, we had to first stop and get gas, and this is where it all really starts, Jim the man we were taking to Deland (we found it was deland have way into the church, he kept telling us different places every 5 minutes, Daytona, Miami, Memphis and so on.) goes into the gas station to get something and that leaves me to talk, to Mike about where we are going, and then out of the corner of my eye I see a lady, coming straight at us and immediately in my Spirit I could sense something wasn’t right, she comes up to me and says, you guys are gonna have some fun today but first you have to do something, which she then precedes to grab my shirt and shake me as if I was Polaroid picture after this she stares at me and says, “listen you listen, I am listening ma’am, stop calling me ma’am, sorry miss, my name is Janice, what’s your name, Jordan.” Which after we exchange names, she’s proceeds to grab my hand and does not let go for the rest of the conversation. Well the conversation goes bad quick, she keeps trying to tell us that she has powers and that she knows that there is someone whose house were suppose to be working on, which I have no idea what she is talking about and I keep telling her no we don’t, then she accuses me of some stuff calls me evil and gets really heated, when I tell her that both Mike and myself are preparing for pastoral ministry, she then says fine, you want to do this you evil man, you want me to call you out in front of these guys, which at this point Jim is back, still a little drunk he begins to tell the lady we need to pray for her. Well back to the lady, she says fine, I am calling you out, she says, you’re an evil pastor and you blank blank, which ironically what she said I blank blank is one of the things that I do not struggle with at all, at this point both mike and I really smiling cause she could not of been more wrong, she is just irate, she tells me that we are going to get in a terrible car accident and she stomps of. Now although this was a funny story and time would fail me to try and unpack it all, the sad part of this is, that we didn’t get a chance to truly point this lady back to Christ and even in our respond to her slander, we didn’t make much of Jesus like we could have, although we wanted to pray for her, and open up some scripture with her, the fact that we smiled and laughed a little, destroyed any work we could have done to point this lady back to Christ. But our story continues. We get in the car and Jim begins to give us a Church History lesson. Now here is Jim he is a 51-year-old homeless man, with a Masters of Divinity from a very legit seminary, (Denver Seminary) this man knows God, and through out our adventure this man taught me a lot about the scriptures. So back to Jim in the present at this moment he is recovering from his drunk morning and during his church history lesson things are a little fuzzy, he begins to talk about Luther, Calvin, and Edwards all escaping to Geneva together, which if you have any working knowledge of church history, you know Edwards came around about 200 years later then the former two at this point he also called bloody Mary, bloody Kathy. But as he got more sober, his facts began to become more correct. During our trip we had a Church History lecture, a Trinity lecture, a Holy Spirit lecture, a lecture on predestination and a lecture on old and new covenant and coming from a guy who reads a lot of seminary books, apart from when he was drunk his stuff was really accurate, and really good, Jim could teach, and he taught with the force of a man who believes what he is speaking, a man who wouldn’t even kill the ant on his sleeve for it was apart of Gods creation, a man whose best friend was a massive pit bull, and a man that when he read scripture, it was as if it was coming from his very soul and not from the pages that he was reading. During this trip he began to talk about how grateful he was that he got to go to seminary (he went in his early forties) and how blessed and honored he was to sit and listen to great men of the faith lecture and I began to realize what a blessing it was for me to be able to spend these hours with Jim, hearing his stories, hearing him open up his life to us, feeling his pain and his hurt, but through it all intertwined between the ebb and flow of his life was the beauty of Jesus and Gods redemptive plan shining through. This man knows the love of God and what it means to be in the grip of grace. It’s so easy to say we are saved by grace, but its another thing to have truly known that you experienced that grace first hand. When you stare into Jim’s dark blue eyes, what you see is a man who has studied the depths of god and continues to swim in the streams of grace, so many men go to seminary leaving and believe that either A. there is no God, or B. there is a God but no one can truly know him. Only those who study our creator for pure intentions and not for intellectual prowess will truly discover our Father and what we were meant for. The Westminster catechism says it best, man’s chief aim is to glorify god and enjoy him forever.
As our tale continues like all great stories this one leads to a pawnshop. What Jim was hoping to do was to trade one of his guitars to pay off the remanding balance on his grandfather’s ring that was at this pawnshop. Although this ring was only worth a hundred dollars, the sentimental value is priceless. As we go into the shop there was one particular guy who was not a big fan of Jim, apparently last time Jim was here the guy was wearing a white suit, who wears a white suit after labor day is beyond me but anyway Jim gave the guy a box and it got his suit dirty and apparently the guy was still upset about it till this day, a year later.
When we get up to the counter apparently the guitar is not worth as much as Jim thought and he was still 60 dollars short from buying the ring back, so he tells us to take him to his dads to get some money. Right before we get there he tells us, to pull into the Winn Dixie he then proceeds to go in and buy Mike and myself sandwiches, which we tried to stop him but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. So he comes back with like 5 bags of groceries. I though we were about to have the last supper or something. And then for himself he pulls out an olive salad, not what I was expecting but the more I thought about it, it did fit him. From there we take him to his dads house and this is where for me it came close to home, not having the greatest relationship with my dad as well, there was a lot of parallelism between my father and I and Jim and his father, and as Jim went in to talk to his dad, Mike, big red and myself, sat in the car praying for Jim, praying that healing would be brought to the brokenness that abounded in their relationship, praying that they would find forgiveness, like the kind of forgiveness that the apostle Paul gave to John Mark, before he died, which oddly enough was Jim’s favorite passage in the scriptures, a passage that is hinged on forgiveness and the call for us to live redemptively with all those that hurt us. After about 15 minutes he comes out of the house, not saying much but the look on his face said it all. As we drove away His father stood in the doorway watching us pull away, As I looked on to this father and son, it made me realize the greater Father we have, this father, stood and watched his son drive away but our Father doesn’t stand and watch us drive away, he comes running after us, he comes shouting, come back I love you, I have adopted you into my family, I will never let go of you and I will not relent until all of my children are home, and this is where we find ourselves in gods redemptive plan of history of him taking all his children home. Our Father doesn’t stand by the way side and watch, our father gets in front of the car and says, You are my son and I will never leave. You will be my people and I will be your God. What I saw in an earthly father was one that was giving up on his son, but what we see in our heavenly father is one who to illustrate his stunning grace he adopts sinners like us into his family and says, I love you and I will make you righteous by giving up my own Son for you, so that we can truly glorify God by enjoying him forever. So we drove from the fathers house, and back to the pawn shop, we got his ring, and we headed home.
Jim convinced us more and more for the need to go to seminary, he called Mike a yo-yo which is slang for I’m not sure what it means, he told us stories about throwing rocks at alligators, of big red killing a coon and how it broke his heart, and that he made Mike bury it. He told us how he was surrounded by 40 alligators in an airboat and time would fail me to tell of all that he told us.
What Jim showed me is that every man and every woman has a story, that every person has a purpose and that we have a Father who wont relent in showing us his love, a father who calls us to abandon the comfortably of our pleasure trappings and to live redemptively, seeking to make much of Jesus and to be after the renovation of the hearts of those around us.